2011

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My Jiemeis

My love

My HTHT sisters

My JVCB cum JJCSB

Nice maple leaves

Nice sky

My Baking buddies

My allies

My happy face

My love again

My lovely mummy

Belated xmas but who cares? :)

My first Xmas celebration and my first Xmas present. An instax! Who cares if it comes late? As long as i have you for every xmas in my life. Thanks for making all these possible. I’m so happy to have you in my life.

First JB trip

2012 is coming. I don’t know what kind of feeling to face 2012. There are of course things I do anticipate but there are some things I just don’t want to face. Yes. Things like release of As result, university admission, making life-changing decisions. 2012 is such a weird year. I’m not a student anymore, neither am I an undergrad before I officially got a place in university. I’m also not a full time employee. I’m perhaps just a 19 years old girl. Ahhhh my mind is too preoccupied by the japan trip this year and there’s something for me to look forward even after my As. But now, the japan trip is over. I feel empty. Feels like nothing to look forward to. I’m just not looking forward to 2012. Nick is enlisting soon. Results is releasing soon. I don’t know what to do if I screw my As. Everything just feel like a question mark. All I can think of now is just work, work, earn some cash, save money just in case I need to go into a private university and get a chance to coach in Adam Khoo workshop.

Maybe I can use this holiday to do things I have always been wanting to do. Blogshop? Baking? Cooking? Exercise? Camp? Painting? Sushi? Reading? Punggol photoshoot? Badminton like crazy? Whatever. I wanna do things that make me happy. Oh well life.

It’s christmas today. I miss staying at home. Have been away since 18th. Not exactly. Class chalet from 14th to 16th. Busy with rehearsals just after I finished my As. Prom. Meet up. Blah. Just when I thought when I finally get some rest when I come back from Japan, my family wanted to go Malaysia in the morning. Got less than 10 hours to sleep. Crying too. And tada, I’m in msia now. I know I should also spend time with my family too. I know. I know. But I have my plan too. I’m supposed to be at C’s place for some kickass party with my classmates today. I’m supposed to be at Marina Bay Sand with Nick’s family since his family invite me over. I really want to spend xmas with nick because it’s our first time. I have never ever celebrate Xmas before seriously. I dont know the feeling of celebrating Xmas cos I will always be in oversea at this time preparing cny. I know it’s totally normal for my parents to feel that I should be with them during this period of time cos it has always be like this. I know I should spend more time with my daddy and mummy and my brother. I feel guilty for feeling sad that I’m in msia now. I shouldn’t feel this way. Like what nick said, let’s use these days to catch up with my family and we can always celebrate xmas another day. So yeah merry xmas everybody. And I’m glad I’ll be back by Wednesday cos at least I get to spend the 11th and the last year of 2011 and first day of 2012 together with the love of my life. I should be happy right now.